The Push and Pull Dynamic
When he walks away, she pulls him back to her, clutching his arm, apologizing with a teasing grin, a soft look in her eyes.
When she ignores his calls, he sends her text messages repeatedly, calling her back again and again.
Now, she lets him walk away. He stops calling.
The place is empty. It was as if they never existed before.
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She wants to be beautifully damaged. She wants to drown in the induced loneliness of being surrounded by strangers. She wants to feel special again in her sadness. To feel like she deserves it. She wants to clutch it harder and harder until she starts to bleed. She could be happy alone. She could isolate herself from the world, like how she once was, pretending she was alone only because she chose to, not because it was chosen for her.
When she ignores his calls, he sends her text messages repeatedly, calling her back again and again.
Now, she lets him walk away. He stops calling.
The place is empty. It was as if they never existed before.
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She wants to be beautifully damaged. She wants to drown in the induced loneliness of being surrounded by strangers. She wants to feel special again in her sadness. To feel like she deserves it. She wants to clutch it harder and harder until she starts to bleed. She could be happy alone. She could isolate herself from the world, like how she once was, pretending she was alone only because she chose to, not because it was chosen for her.
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